My Transformation Story

How I came upon this body of knowledge
As a young teen, I constantly desired to change something about myself or help those in my world make changes. I wanted to respond in more loving ways I wanted to be more motivated to do certain things I couldnt figure out how I had so many male friendships, but none romantic I was tired of being frustrated by people that didnt live up to my expectations I felt alone I felt special, but didn't know what to do with that I felt confused about who I was I had so many questions and so few answers.

Raised in the biblical teachings
I was brought up in a home where I was introduced to biblical teachings. I listened to preachers of my religious upbringing -- searching for the answers. But not finding what I was looking for, I went to other denominational churches hoping their religions had the answers. Then, in my late teens, I found various motivational speakers -- and I learned to do many positive affirmations. I read every self-help book I could -- both in the Christian bookstores and the secular ones. Still, that wasnt enough. And with each new attempt, my heart was filled with renewed hope that I had found the tools that would finally allow me to: 1) free myself from the frustration and confusion of trying to understand who I am, 2) answer the question, what is my lifes purpose? And, 3) change the many things in my life that I wanted to change. Eventually, I joined a 12-step program, hoping that would take care of at least one of the many areas of my life that needed my attention.

A family crisis struck
At 28 yr. Feeling ill-equipped to handle what was happening in my family situation, I felt I was on the edge of a nervous breakdown. The church my closest friends did their best to help me through, but I knew I needed something more. So, I went into private therapy which led me to group counseling and then an inner child workshop. Now, I had for the first time, made some real progress! Still armed with self-help books, I graduated from therapy with my counselors blessings and was encouraged to, Go, and live my life. I felt proud of the changes that I had made. I did feel more in control of my life. I now had boundaries. The role I played in my family was much improved. And I made a powerful career change. It seemed that I had found my lifes path. I was living my lifes journey with periodic episodes of upset, but with the new, more empowered me, I felt up for the challenges of life.

Transforming message of Tony Robbins
And then the challenges got bigger and more unmanageable! Watching a late night infomercial, I was introduced to Tony Robbins. I ordered the tapes immediately devoured them. I submerged myself in them, not once, not twice, but over over over. I couldnt get enough of them then, I learned he had live seminars available. I was IN! I went to 10 live seminars in less than 2 years. Tonys background credentials were in NLP. It was extraordinary! I began to learn really powerful processes of change. And when I would return from a seminar, with these new transformational tools, I would use them on anyone that would give me permission to use them. The changes were incredible like nothing I had ever been exposed to before.

Using the new tools
THIS WAS IT! (so I thought). I had found what Id been looking for to create the life I wanted. I spent much time doing change work on others using my new tools strategies. And, because of this awesome experience, I was high on it for several years. But eventually, I became increasingly aware that a few areas of my life were suffering, and I desperately needed to create a life that was more balanced. I thought all I needed was a break from the seminars for awhile, so that I could focus on these suffering areas and transform them. However, I later realized, that just utilizing thesenew tools was not necessarily going to completely fix all my problems. So, even though I was using the new tools correctly, for some reason, it seemed that even more obstacles would appear after doing the change work. And now I didnt know how to get the results I was after.

Old issues regenerating
I have spent most of my life focusing on how to empower the individual. Yet more and more often, regardless of the tools I was using, I found that issues would regenerate OR new, but similar problems would arise. So, because of that, I ceased using the tools that I did have to help myself and others because the pain and disappointment was becoming unbearable.

Something was missing
At that point in my life, I fell into a deep depression -- which being the cheerful person that Id always been -- scared me beyond belief. I had never sank to the feelings of such hopelessness despair before. I had used every trick in the book I knew and nothing! But, I knew there had to be a way to create permanent change, and I was determined to find it. I didnt know what was going wrong, but I knew something was missing. I had intuited that I WAS on the right track, but something more was needed.

I needed a breakthrough
I prayed and prayed with intensity. And my prayers were answered. Over the course of several years, I was lead to various trainings and exposed to many new and extremely valuable tools of transformation. I learned transforming processes that caused negative issues to disappear literally in minutes, and sometimes in seconds which often left me laughing and feeling refreshed! Of course, being skeptical from all the years of trying to get this kind of instantaneous result, Id tried as hard as I could to feel the negative feelings again but I couldnt they were gone, completely and absolutely gone!!! And it seemed that within no time at all, old negative issues were totally eradicated from my belief system and my life. New empowering beliefs now replaced the ones that were eliminated, as well as new understandings and behaviors allowing me to encounter old situations in a new more effective manner.

And the journey continues...
So, I continued with studying other philosophies and methodologies; and I over time, I've received numerous certifications in widely recognized schools of transformation. Plus, I'm working on a doctorate in Metaphysical Science, and have became an ordained Metaphysical Minister along the way. Life is a journey, not a destination. So, even after learning all of these incredible skill sets, I continue my search to discover more... I'm insatiable that way. Day by day, just being observant of behaviors, I continue to discover many new and exciting connections in understanding how to make personal changes faster and easier. Thus, escalating my passionate about the doing change work... as if I could possibly be more excited!

Transformation sessions available to you
Although I originally took these trainings so that I could empower my own life, I recognized that I am equipped with the most powerful transformation tools to help others. So, in keeping with my life's mission which is to help others live the life that they were born to live, I have made transformation available to you through intuitive life coaching sessions, making me feel truly complete.